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hey guys and gals today is a good and bad day. so what should i tell you first i think the bad news first get it out the way because i dont like talking about it let alone writing about it. I woke up this morning with a very familiar pain in my abdomen I have come on my period so i am in pain and i am not pregnant which hurts a lot more. I hated having to tell tam i thought about not telling her but i thought that not telling her would be worse to be honest. I can see she is hurting and all she keeps saying is she is fine and i know she isnt she is trying to be strong for me because i am finding it hard to deal with but i want her to show her emotion soon to.

On a good note my mum and dad came up to see me and tam today which was fantastic but i havent told them we are trying for a baby so i had to smoke and it is the first time in like nearly 2 weeks. It was really good to see them though they picked up all our things to make it easier to move it made me realize how lucky i am to have such good family they are always there for me when i need them and always go out there way to help me. Put it this way they traveled 250 miles today jut to collect our things so we didn’t have to hire  van i have realized that i am really blessed i have a family who love me a wife who would go to the end of the earth with me if i wanted her to just to keep me happy and that is a lot more than a lot of people have.

I feel very fourtunate and happy to have such a good wife and family what more can i ask for well maybe one thing a family fo my own.

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